illusory-skeleton:

I have this cycle where I don’t care about how I eat, and I find it difficult to starve, but then it gets to a point where I can’t take it anymore, and suddenly starving is a necessity, and the idea of eating just sickens me. Anyone go through the same thing?

Literally right now.

(via dietcherry-cola)

booklover:

“‘Stop thinking,’ she said. ‘The more you think, the faster you cut your own throat. What is there to think about? It always ends up the same way. In your mind there is a bolted door. You have to work hard not to go near that door. Parties, lovers, career, charity, babies, who cares what it is, so long as you avoid the door. There are times, when I am on my own, fixing a drink, walking upstairs, when I see the door waiting for me. I have to stop myself pulling the bolt and turning the handle. Why? On the other side of the door is a mirror, and I will have to see myself. I’m not afraid of what I am. I’m afraid I will see what I am not.’”

— Jeanette Winterson, The World and Other Places (via 010180000)

galaxythin:

Yeah I have disordered eating habits and a skewed self image but I don’t tolerate fat shaming

(via dyingg-to-be-tiny)

ufo-the-truth-is-out-there:

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atenuousrowbetween:

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flowrwaifu:

U ever wanna bowl of noodles but calories …

Every damn day

(via lost-wintergirl)

hungerhurtsbut-starving-works:

lost-with-serotonin:

You know you’re too fat when people know you aren’t eating properly yet they aren’t concerned.

Man that hurts so bad.

(via skxn-n-bones)

theflatwoodsmonsterisalesbian:

I get why ppl are leaving tumblr but ive never deleted an account for anything in my life and if tumblr wants me to leave theyre going to have to kill me themselves